i'm 20 years old and i'm a girl or woman, i don't wanna confine myself in that categories, i'm just a human-being, but people want these information at first... it's been quite long since I last crept in here...nothing's changed... some dust on my sundry attic shelves...but i still have affection towards MY space... and as always, messed up...i'm always in this way, not organized, clumsy, not clear, wandering in wonder...
my friend told me that she's quite worried about how I will be able to live in this harsh world...saying that i laugh too much...easily impressed... but i said, "hey, i can be an adult just like every one else can, it's true that it's scary to be old, but not everyone's ready or fully prepared to be an adult...so it means i also can learn how to cope with that, it's not something weird, it's like being normal just like the fact that i'm normal, and i laugh 'cause something or someone cracked me up, or it could be that i don't save my laughs in bank account, that's all..."

From my reminiscences, my friends, blackcat(I admire your care for other creatures being a true egalitarian), mr.butterflyman(is your promise to invite me to see your butterflies still valid?), mr.professor(bliss on your life journey) and all those beautiful people...whom I met on the road, greeted, whether on-line or off-line... And YOU who dare to peep in what's going on here(nothing's special, sorry), and thank you from the bottom of my heart, and Hiya!

well, as some of my friends know, I'm studying for a national test which is quite tough...people study for this to pass, to earn bread for their wives and children, they don't complain saying that they're worn out, 'cause they're doing this to survive, to satisfy the very basic(and primitive or you can say that it's the most important stuff) need to eat, to buy house(passing the test guarantees you the good salary in my country)...well, am i strange? i haven't feel intrigued or motivated by material drive...i'm doing this for a reason of which i wanna keep it to myself as a secret...i'll tell you after i pass the 2nd test...

i passed the first test and i'm studying for the 2nd test which's gonna be next year. if you can't pass the 2nd next year, you have to study again for the 1st test again...
i'm quite obssessed...so please wish me luck...keep your fingers crossed for me...
i'm taking several semesters off only to pass this test... i'm not preoccupied with university life any more which had offered me unfamiliar freedom, i breathe in tense surroundings...hope it'll be paid off...nothing deceives...i wanna believe in that

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